I'm restarting the 40 year old surgeon today. I REALLY want to finish it cuz it's one of the best things ricky and i ever thought of. I'm pretty sure it's the first, too. I'm never going to give a deadline because those are jokes when i try to back them up but anyway,

i'm not dead.

and this time,

the 40 year old surgeon is gonna be better than ever. i'm putting a lotta effort into it this time.